11:07 - 12:20 2/3/05

Falling to Pieces

Lost and confused

which one do I choose?

seeming right in most every way,

or doubt granting me disdain?

I feel so unbearably vain

it's such a shame

yet this tie I cannot break

as it makes my heart quake.

I know not what to do or think

at times I even forget how to speak

The choice appears so obvious

yet still I'm delirious

forgive me as I plead

for the way I think I need

though my deepest desires will not

be acted upon; only fought

surely I can remain strong

as it's nothing but wrong

oh, but the desire is so strong!

I'm drowned in a heavy heart

in this I choose not to take part

try as I might

I can't seem to win this fight.