To be normal is not a wish for me

Every one of you is different than me

My outlook on life has been twisted and mangled

To live a normal life is a sick fantasy

I will not embrace

No one can beatify

Or paint a pretty picture over what happened to me

I cannot deny all the betrayal

And hatred

All the lies they told me

To make them feel better about there own reality

Well that's just too fucking bad

I can look into your eyes and smile

Cause I'm better than you

So much better