All the Time

please don't feel this way
why weren't you here today?
There was something missing from the table.
And if there was ever a chance to go back
then you'd be here again, with him.
No chance in the universe
it rained today.
scribble scribble, flesh broken off
a million tiny cells float to the ground
escaping the soul, with a silent sound.
and were we even allowed?
days go by, night is replaced by light
NIGHT LIGHT. LIGHT NIGHT.
Hissing sounds tearing away the ground,
its become a dark world these few hours passed
numb-felt. FELT-NUMB.
the way we were.