You play, you smile.

You break, you hide.

You laugh, you talk.

You drift, you fall.

You see the world

through the curtain of tears

you will never cry.

They burn you inside.

Wish the whole world knew.

Knew that you’re broken,

that you’re actually dead,

that you go on with

this stupid fucking game

only because you fear the end.

You can just watch

how they slowly ruin your life.

You want to cry,

you want to shout,

but words collapse in your mouth,

and once again,

you repeat to yourself

it’s you and no others,

who wastes it all away.

And shut up,

and let the unsaid

destroy you inside,

not to break the beautiful outside.

But still don’t cry.

You’ll play, you’ll smile.

You’ll break, you’ll hide.

You’ll laugh, you’ll talk.

You’ll drift, you’ll fall.

You will fall.