I keep trying to place myself

On a high shelf

For everyone to see

But it’s not like people want to see me up there

They point,

They laugh,

They don’t care,

Nobody cares anymore

Soon I will be nothing

I am nothing

People say they’re in pain

I’m in pain

People say they’re worse off than me

It’s not like I can help it

It’s not like I can snap my fingers

And make the bad thoughts go away

They’ll always remain

Always be right here,

In my heart

I try not to ramble on about things anymore

It’s not like anyone listens

It’s not like anyone would give a damn

I try not to sing anymore

My voice is too old for you

I try not to cry anymore

Because my tears are an ocean of nothingness

And I try to stop trying

Because I’m already non existent

I’m turned on

Lashed out at

Even wrongly accused

And soon you’ll all be nothing too