I know it’s wrong

I know I should miss you

I know I should go to you

I know I should love you

But I don’t

You were gone for too long

Far too long for me to care

Far too long for me to notice

Far too long for me to remember

So I don’t

I know right now that you regret it

Every moment of every day

You weren’t here

With me, like you should have been

But too bad

I won’t say I hate you

Because that’d be a lie

I don’t hate you

I just don’t care

But indifference is worse than hate

Indifference, that’s what I feel

Total apathy, nothing else

But guilt that I don’t feel more

Like I know I should

But too bad

I won’t make myself feel

I couldn’t if I tried

I didn’t make you go

I didn’t make you stay away

So too bad

It’s not my fault

I’ve always known that

It’s your fault

I’ve known that too

So too bad

You say you miss me

And I know you’re not lying

They say you didn’t mean it

That you regret it for sure

And I believe them

No matter what I think

No matter what I believe

I just don’t care

Not anymore

Not about you

So too bad