
My lengthy speculations of life, not just another generic meaningless poem though, distinct symbolism that has actual meaning. PG-13 some language.
Rated: Fiction T - English - Angst - Words: 690 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 02-12-05 - id: 1832658
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Memory is a sweet, fickle thing
Enticing and torturing
Maddening depression that dances
On our minds
Ask for sadness
Sadness is better then apathy
Everything's dead
Why can't you see?
Existence has become intangible
Feel alone
At least then you can remember
Remember when you weren't
Drown it out with the world
Drown is out with obsession
Drown fear with hate
Humans are programmed machines
With slight variations
That are in essence
What we waste our life living
Intricacies of past passion
Are nothing but wasted time
Angels don't exist
Devils don't exist
Replace my crucifix
With a portrait of my hero
Found my hero to be a liar
Replaced his portrait with a empty gun
Religions are masks for God
Infinity rules them all
Infinity sick yet sweet
Angst and joy
Found out all I hear is bullshit
Even the least of lies
Has little truth
Bullshit!
Bullshit!
Stop feeding me it
Every ones messed up
It's a fact of life
Pipelines of lies
Affection comes with deception
Hate
Love
Trivial
Incomplete
Inexistent
We must find a perfect
Balance
Of our love and our lust
Because we have all had
Way too much of a good thing
So put down your flask
You have had your fill
Anymore will drive you insane
I once heard
Hell is repetition
But there is no hell
It's gone!
It's gone!
Immoral life
IN the quagmire
Pathos
Pathos
Chains and fetter
Bound in depression
Makes it so much better
Do recurring themes
Make you feel right
In a garden
That kills what naturally grows
Dime a dozen
Home made Shakespeare's
Hate
Hate
Love
Love
It's better not to ask
Just to know
To wait is to dream
To dream is to die inside
Addiction
Need
We feel these to feel something
Apathy so cruel
So hated
Yet embraced when looked upon
Needy
Mope
Mope
Whine
Whine
All you do is whine
Why can't your world be better?
If better it makes mine
You re always right
You are always wrong
In a skewed perception
Of angles and surrealism
The disconnected thoughts on
The idiot plane of reality
That makes the epitome
Of art
Make me suffer
To
Make you better
Sadist
Imperial pig
So tired
It really pains me to dig so deep
Into ones thought process
Lie
Lie
Lie
Lies
So easy to do
Deception your favorite tool
Why can't one be one's self luck of the draw
Copse on display
Corpse on display
Corpse on display
Art of brutality
Art were so good at
Very good at
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Tools of killing
Held in hands used to hug children
We laugh at our irony
Of our mouth that speak profane
We speak
We speak
Then kiss those we love
But if love is everything
Which is destroyed by infinity
Back track our prejudice
What do we have?
We have SMG's
Fully loaded
Pointed at those we hate
Pointed at the world
But mostly ourselves
Don't be scared
Don't run away
You haven't gotten your
Brain washing today
Scared??
Scared
We all are
Eyes
Eyes that see the lies
Lies
Of society
Society is man
Society is our downfall
Self destructive then
Because if society destroys us
And we are society
It doesn't stop
Time
Time
Time
Our holding and our drifting
Do you need?
Do you need?
Do you need?
A knife?
A gun?
Some poison?
It's all the same
Homicide
Suicide
Addiction
Methods of chaos to ensure order
THE PEOPLES POLICE!
Do you need?
Do you need?
Do you need?
A romance?
A family?
A love?
Methods of order to ensure chaos
Is it over?
Is it over?
Does memory end to begin again
When we know we may never know again
Our last precious time
Is spent ignoring it
Laugh
Laugh
Cry
Cry
Shut up
It feels like we might die
On some very human road
Carved into eternity
Of the spiritual continuum
Of our past, future
Do you need?
Do you need?
Do you need?
A corpse on display
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