Me and You

I want to be the only one in your arms.
I want you to hold me. I want to be yours.
Why is it her, I don't understand, I never did.
I wish that we were together.
I wish that I had you in my life.
I did so much for you, but you'll never
completely realize.
I forced myself to your likings.

You never gave a shit.
You never told me. You just left me.
I love you.
You'll never understand. You'll never really know.
You're not hot, but you were perfect for me.
But you don't deserve me. Then why
do I still want you. A waste of my time.
You never told me how good I looked
when I dressed up for you.
You never told me how much you loved
me. You never made the first move.
I had to.
You never let me borrow your
shoulder when I needed to cry.
You never commented
me on anything.
You never appreciated me.
And now that we're friends, you
barely talk to me now.
You're no longer semi gay.
We no longer joke about
private school boys.
You hide even more things
from me now.
What the fuck is wrong with you.
Why don't you fucking tell me.

But nevermind,
get the fuck away from me.