Secrets

They do not know.

Hush, don’t tell them.

They do not know.

We cannot hint at it.

They do not know.

They can’t find out.

They do not know.

Hide it.

We must not show them.

Hide it.

They can’t know.

Hide it.

How would they treat us then?

Hide it.

We have to pretend.

I know it’s hard, but

We have to pretend.

I know this isn’t fair, but

We have to pretend.

Just for a little while.

We have to pretend.

This isn’t right though.

But I can’t let it go.

This isn’t right though.

But I still love you that way.

This isn’t right though.

I don’t know if I can do this.

This can’t be right though, there are some things we cannot change.

But I want it so badly.

It’s pulling at me every day.

I want it so badly.

I know I can’t have this though.

But I want it so badly.

But we can’t.

I want it so badly though.

Will it work?

If by some chance we get away,

Will it work?

If by some chance we can do this,

Will it work?

If by some chance you can love me like that,

Will it work?

How will we pass them?

They stand in our way.

How will we pass them?

They are the only thing blocking us, this love.

How will we pass them?

They are our antagonists in this novel we’ve written.

How will we pass them?

But here is what I wonder,

Why do you love me as much as you do?

Here is what I wonder,

How can you love me as much as you do?

Here is what I wonder,

Why don’t you just find another girl that is better?

That is what I wonder.

Another thought,

How can you be my everything?

Another thought,

How could you’ve stolen my heart so quickly and held onto it so tightly?

Another thought,

How did you get me to love you more than the world?

Just thoughts.

I don’t know all the answers yet but,

We have to try.

I don’t know if this will work perfectly but,

We have to get away.

I don’t know if we will be any more welcome there, but

We have to go for it.

I don’t want to do anything else but love you.

And I do.

I love you

You are everything to me, everything.

I love you

You have all of me, everything.

I love you

I am yours, all yours.

I love you.

We have to keep our heads up.

Just keep going.

We have to keep our heads up.

Just get back up, climb back up.

We have to keep our heads up.

Just look to eachother when the day gets black.

We have to keep our heads up.

We can make it if we trust in this.

Do you trust in this?

We can make it if we trust in this.

Do you trust yourself?

We can make it if we trust in this.

Do you trust me?

We can make it, just trust it.

Let’s not rush it, just take it as it comes.

I don’t know how this will turn out so

Let’s not rush it, just take it as it comes.

I don’t know what they’ll say, so

Let’s not rush it, just take it as it comes.

Let’s just be grateful for today, that we have this today, because we might not have it tomorrow.

Let’s not rush it, just take it as it comes.

Hold on, they’ll try to stop us.

Just take a breath, prepare yourself.

Hold on, they’ll try to stop us.

Get yourself strong, things will fall during this, but we won’t.

Hold on, they’ll try to stop us.

Just hold on to me, don’t you let go or this will be nothing. All of this will be nothing. We will have failed.

Just promise you’ll hold on.

This is a secret we must keep.

We have to figure it out first, but even still,

This is a secret we must keep.

We have to be strong, both of us, and when one is lacking the other will encompass.

This is a secret we must keep.

Just keep your head clear, keep your heart open. We will be fine if we can do this.

But even still, this is a secret.

We have to keep it that way.

Brianna