What's on my mind Feb 7. 8:14pm BY Priscilla Elizabeth-Marie Linnerz

Ses peintures se coulent dans les chambres.
Phocking retards all around. They
sicken me with their aisan remarks.
I am angry , emotional girl.
And I'm about to get professional counselling.
I need it.
4 attempts. No, not to commit suicide, that was 3.
4 for cuttiny myself: Getting rid of
the pain that's inside me. Je suis bisexuelle.
Not something to be proud of
but I am not ashamed.
I am so in love with my fantasies.
I wish I could live there...
Because I know so much about how to pleasure
myself I know that no one would pleasure
me the way I want them to. My fantasies
spoiled me and now reality is the
brutal truth.
I want so much, some I cannot have.
I want to be loved, but do I really
want to be hurt?
This life is a bitch and
I gotta live with it. Why did I have
to be an ugly aisan. Why?
So many questions with why.
My parents, or what I call them, or suppose
to. They created such a big taboo in my life. I want to study
Sexology..Anatomy.
But I cannot because they will not
allow. They will not approve.

Vladislaus, oh do I ever love thee, I
wish to be in thine arms. To taste thy
cold lifeless lips against my soft warm lips.
How oft have I just
wish thou art taking me from
my world. To seduce me with your
darkness, your dominant power, to have
your sharp fans rake against my
pulsing veins beaneath my
flesh. Bite me, take me with
you into thine immortal world.
Where I can belong, and not suffer in
the baby-loving world. Let me live
to the moonlit nights. Let me be
your only, precious lover.
Nights after nights let us be
one, make love to me and let me
enjoy, feel and be filled by
your glorious prescence.