|Yesterday to Today
Author: Munchin PM
What would you do if you figured out you´d been lying to yourself for a really long time?Rated: Fiction K - English - Words: 143 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 02-14-05 - id: 1834179
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-Yesterday to Today-
faithless, loyalless, joyless
these words ringing through my mind
„do YOU believe in God?"
„ I don´t like the idea that I´m not in control of my life"
how does that fit... I can believe that some things were meant to be
and still make my own choices
I can choose to eat this sandwich, go to that movie, to commit suicide
THAT I can choose
I can´t control what others think or do, I can´t know what their reactions will be
I can only guess, claculate
that is my nature
being sure before I stick myself out there... make sure my coordinates are correct
don´t want to be mistaken, don´t want to be wrong
Can you see it now?
perfectionism, creativeness, fear, joy, and surprise
this is me.. my life.. my story