At One Point

By

GameGuy24

At one point, I felt loved
I felt like all my friends were true
That we would all be friends forever

At one point, I felt proud
I was happy with who I was
Everyone believed in me and expected great things

At one point, I felt happy
I was at the peak of youth
I was innocent and optimistic

At one point, I felt confused
I couldn’t understand what was going on
I couldn’t understand betrayal

At one point, I felt hurt
I knew what they did was wrong
Crying didn’t fix this pain

At one point, I felt depressed
I never told anyone how hurt I was
I couldn’t sleep and I couldn’t smile

At one point, I was suicidal
I didn’t care about my life anymore
No one understood why

At one point, I felt better
Everything was going to be better again
There were no doubts in my mind

At one point, I felt alone
I didn’t know anyone
I didn’t know what to say

At one point, I felt nostalgia
Feelings suppressed had emerged
This time I really had no one

At one point, I felt dispirited
I couldn’t stand it anymore
I wanted to see how it ended

At one point, I felt optimistic
I had made through it again
No one deserves to die

At one point, I felt unimportant
Does anything I do matter?
Wasn’t I just another ant in society?

At one point, I felt death
My life almost vanished
It wasn’t my time to go

At one point, I felt belonging
I was with people I knew
People who accepted me

At one point, I felt misunderstood
All the great expectations were gone
I guess they didn’t care

That point is now.