How could I have been so blind as to not have seen what I have done to you?

It was as if my eyes and heart saw two different things.

On saw nothing; looked around the problem.

The other knew your heartaches, your sorrows, my torture,

But it was clouded by disbelief, doubt, and longing for the old world.

I have seen it all now, my heart outweighed my eyes and showed them the truth.

What, now, will come of me?

Am I to have my world the way it has been, or will things never heal?

What would you have done to me, to make me act that way?

I see now, that I must grow, and learn, and live.

So that I may have my life turn in it’s course and change the world around and in me.

I see now, that to truly love someone,

One must listen to every sound directed toward them,

To never ignore the gentle, and sometimes silent, advise of a loved one.

Forgive me, dear, for what my ignorance has clouded from my vision,

Which now can see through the fog, even if it is just enough to see you.