Listen to the sound
Of a heart attack
Can you feel the pressure?
Can you feel the extraordinary
Melancholy?

If you understand
What's going through my head
Then you understand
Far too much
If I told you
I would have to let you go

I'm crazy
I think I'm going crazy
In the mind's eye
I know where I am
And it's always somewhere
I don't know

It's such a strain
Living with ambition
And with pessimistic
Optimism
I'm not sure
If I'm any good
At anything

I'm afraid
Of mediocrity
And not being able
To live my dreams

If only everybody
Lived their dreams
If only everybody
Was someone else
If only I were you
But I'm too in love with myself
For a minute
And then I have doubts again.