I don’t know if I had to fight for it

I didn’t know my obsession…

Was of you

My sadness turned to silence

All I did was replay the memory

One by one

It goes on…

The darkness consumed me

As I watched helplessly

As my memories

Of fading smiles

But always…

My feelings and thoughts worth nothing

I stayed silent…

The same way as I always do…

The only thing

That kept me away from the darkness

Slipped away…

through my fingers

I can’t get it back…

My hear…permanently damaged

The feeling won’t leave

Sinking it’s claws onto me

Penetrating my flesh

Night came…

Broken trust

Hatred

Anger…

Let out in a choked sob

As the tears trickled down my cheeks…

I didn’t stop it from flowing…

Never stopping…