Friday: November 7, 2008

Well, I've decided that this will be my last entry of my journal. I might just start a new one but I'm not sure yet. So, I've just stuck it out with this one and you guys have seen what I've been through for the past couple of years. Though it's not a lot, it's really enough.

My life is crazy right now. There is so much I have to deal with. School is getting the best of me. I have so much homework I have to catch up on and I have to do some much stuff for college and things like that. Plus, JROTC, which isn't even one of my favorite things to do anymore.

I don't have a job right now, though I've been trying my hardest to get one. One of those jobs I applied at had called me today and I don't think that they will be calling back unless they are sure of the dates they want to have me come in. If they don't call back in the next couple of days, I will call them back. I have so many places I have to call this week. I can't take not having a job. Having no money sucks especially since I have to apply to so many colleges and a lot of them don't have those waivers. *Sigh* So much to do.

Plus on top of all that, I got shit to do for my senior year. Like my yearbook, my class ring, prom, Military Ball, they are having a black and white affair, a lot of my friends want me to chill with them. They like to go bowling and to the movies and shit. And with no money, I can't do any of that. Nor go to the studio to make a demo for my colleges.

Love?? What about it? Nothing has changed. I'm still single and looking for a girlfriend, not really, I'm just letting her come to me in all reality. I'm done with trying nowadays. It's too much work for me. I wouldn't mind finding a girlfriend but my life is already hectic and I feel that most girls wouldn't understand. I know some of them might but a lot of them don't even understand what I'm going through.

I bet a lot of you are wondering what's going on with my stories??? Well, I've been busy with school and all of my other problems that I told you guys of. I haven't had time to even read some of the other great stories on here. I have been trying my best to catch up. I'm also trying my best to write some of my stories so I can get over the longest writer's block I have ever had. And yes, it's still here after so long.

I guess that's all that I have to say. Wish me luck in life. I don't think that I will be starting another one of these journals for a while. I might start one up when I go to college but that one probably won't get updated for a while. Like every other year or something like that. Thanks for all of those who have read this journal and been with me from day one. I love you guys. I'll try to update my stories as much as I can.

PeAcE,

Always Pencil