Dear Reader

By The Angel Of Hope

Dear Readers, how much do you really know about me?

Do you know about all the times my family lied to me?

Or the times daddy cheated on mommy?

How about having a childhood friend bring people to rob me?

Do you know my first thoughts of death were at 7?

And that iv never thought of going to heaven?

Did you know I grew up seeing all the guys cheat in my family?

Or that iv been told its ok by many?

What about?

No I don’t think that’s something i’ll be talking about.

Once again I want to be open, but I just close my mouth.

Did you know I had all my friends turn their backs on me?

Because some girl thought it would be funny to have the school turn on me.

Do you know what grade I became this new me?

The one that brought a knife rather than pen’s

The one who cried the night before school, at the thought of seeing his friends?

Did you know I've had friends see me spit up blood

But non know that just about every night I spit up blood?

Dear reader, you wont know why.

Then again all you have to do is ask why.

How many of you know how many years I didn’t live with my father?

Or why at this point saying hi to him is just a bother.

Do any of you know what I think of when me and him have a fist fight?

One of the things is what he said when he came to live with us on that first night

Can any of you tell me the last time iv really trusted someone?

Even id like to know that one.

This wasn’t written so you could feel pity for me

I just wanted to know how much the readers knew about me.