Walking through the sex store
looking at all the pretty things
knowing you'll never be good enough
to wear such sexy things

Walking through the sex store
a frown instead of a smile
tasting the taste samples
liking some, disliking most

Walking through the sex store
wondering why you feel so out of place
thinking and looking at pretty things
knowing you'll never be worthy of them

Knowing that they'll never look
as sexy on you as they would on others
because you're not the right size
and you're not the perfect figure

Thinking of how many times that
you got yourself down on this
because you'll never be sexy,
not in your own eyes

because you won't let yourself
like yourself, as much as you want
to feel attractive and like yourself,
yet feeling unworthy of such a treat

You won't let yourself like what you see
in that stone cold mirror of true cruelty
because you feel you have to hate yourself
for your many faults and for being overweight

The cruelty of others have knocked you lower than low
and you won't let yourself get back up...