I don't want to feel anymore
This pain is more than I can bear.
Just give me some Novacaine,
So this pain can go away.

I want a permanent void,
No more feelings to bother me.
My friends are all mad at me,
I just want them to see.

They don't understand,
Just why I try to break away,
They won't even try,
It's not like it matters anyway.

I can't even explain,
Why I feel this way,
I'm not that verbally talented,
I only make them hate me more.

I just can't understand,
Why they won't let me back,
What can I do to make them see,
That I'm more sorry then I thought I could be?