I lost the Gift

They were perfect,
You were right
They held you close on a long cold night.
You were my dream
My heart and my soul
I dreamed of you
I needed you
You loved me once and I messed up
Who ever thought I'd regret giving away my
one gift that was heaven sent?
I never held a dream so close and yet in my
moment of pride
I threw my life away.
I see the world every day and yet your never
there. I pray each day to see you once more.