Why?

Why does it hurt?

Why doesn't the pain go away?

Why do I go crazy?

Why does it feel better when I cut my flesh?

Why won't it go away?

Why do I grin when my blood flows?

Why God?

Why God, why can't you make it go away?

Why can't you make it stop?

When I cut myself I watch the blood flow endlessly and I know it's game over. . .

Why?