|I Can Try
Author: S0ulSearching PM
It's not that I don't want to open up to you. It's that I don't know how...but I can try.Rated: Fiction K - English - Drama - Words: 292 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 03-01-05 - id: 1847314
|A+ A- Full 3/4 1/2 Expand Tighten|
Author's Note: Not much to say about this one....except, R&R me, I'll R&R you.
I Can Try...
Hey, what's up?
I just wanted to say
That I'm sorry I've been slipping
So far away
It's just; I don't have much hope for anything anymore
And everything I've hoped for
Has a tendency to hit the floor
I wish you could see where I'm coming from
I think you might understand
I sort of wanna maybe find out
Because I don't like being near the breaking point again
I don't know why I can't open up
It's just; it's the easier way
That way I don't need to bother you
Or try to push you away...
When I don't mind you being near
I'm sorry the thought crossed my mind
I guess opening up is my greatest fear
Because then you might know too much about me
But you already know a lot
And it kinda makes me wanna open up
I just don't know if I can
I'm willing to try to talk to you
'Cause it hurt when you were talking about friends
And how I'm not acting like one
It cut into me like a knife
Because I do want to be your friend
So, I mean, would you give me a chance?
Could you handle my low self esteem, the romance?
'Cause I want to be friends, up till the end
And I don't know if I can go on this way
It's getting harder and harder every day
But I can try, right, to talk to you...
Would it be okay?