I'm terribly sorry
That I've lost it all
I've given it away
And I'll enrich myself
With Solzhenitsyn
And stand alone

I'm terribly sorry
That I am irresponsible
I've stated my case
Inside the abyss
And dignity
Is never permanent

I'm terribly sorry
If I end up silent
I'm sickened and ill
And I always will be
Everything new
Is as bad as the past

I'm suffering
Inside the minds
Of my comrades
Screaming
"Crucify!"