Today is the day that i fogive and forget.

the past of lies and mistakes,

the people and the memories,

Are no more.

Today is the day i say goodbye.

to heartbreaks adn tears,

to sorrows and fears,

It's time to let go.

My life is over, it's time for me to say farwell.

this cold steel is on my wrist,

my veins are pulsating, not knowing of their demise.

I write my last words, as i take my take my last breath.

i am ready for the reaper and his name is death.

i've said my last goodbyes,

as i cry through my empty eyes.

It's finally over as i see my own blood flow,

it's beautiful, it's freedom, down my arm it goes,

the redness of this liquid has sanctified me.

purification from this godforsaken world.

I close my eyes as i lay upon my bed.

i see the grim reaper as he leads me to paradise.

my death is my savior.

I lived to forgive, and now upon me is my death.

goodbye, i begin to whisper,

goodbye, with my last breath.

(3/1/05)