Lies

beautiful eyes,

harmless lies,

you thought i was happy with you.

too many lies,

dug a hole into the ground,

a grave for my heart and you.

cold steel across my flesh,

red liquid down my arm,

the bittersweet pain clears my mind.

you threw me to the dogs,

forgotme and my broken heart.

deciet was too much,

you left me for dead.

for, in this coffin i bled,

you buried me in the dirt

in the abyss of this godforsaken earth.

i thought you loved me as much,

but behind my back, to you, i'm such a slut.

you held me in your arms,

and gave me sweet kisses.

i thought i could fufill great wishes,

but i was wrong.

your words made my heart flutter,

you made me studder every time i spoke.

made the mistake of being with you.

never thought i would hate what you did.

your lies made me happy,

until they caught up.

everything fell apart betwen you and i.

we can't agian.

that's why i gave up,

stopped beliving in this thing called love.

2/28/05