Why Can’t I try

Oh Lord why can’t I give it a try

I’m so unhappy

I’m so empty inside

Why am I so discouraged

So depressed and unsure of everything

Why am I doubting you

And my future in you

I feel I’m all to blame

But I feel like I’m doing all that I can

Oh God I cry cause I miss being me

But who am I really?

Oh Daddy

Can you hear me?

Help me to try

To be the woman you created me to be

Help me to find out the truth

Whether I’m throwing a pity party

Or what I’m feeling is true

Daddy help me

Cause I can’t seem to try

And I want to feel happier inside

5.3.05