People say I shouldn't be feeling these feelings

But I'm definitely not perfect

Even though people say I am.

Dreams haunt my sleep

Dreams of the future

Dreams of my friend-less funeral

Just because "I wasn't there for them"

But what about all those times when

You called because of homework troubles

Or a paper you thought you'd fail

Or because you needed someone to release your anger on

And I didn't say a word

Until you needed it.

I was there all the way

And where are you now,

When I need you most?

Go on,

Leave me alone;

Go back to you life,

Without me-

To those who lie to you and cheat you every single day

But if only one lone person cared,

Who would I be now?