Tear Drops::

Tear drops seem to consume me

And I never thought this would

happen we always thought we

would be together and I cant

seem to forget you or the promises

that you made to me I cant seem

to accept that your never coming

home to me.

Ever get the feeling that you feel

like screaming with every vocal

cord that you have and with all

your strength and might.

And all the times I waited for you

I gave you my heart and you just

let it bleed and rip away from me.

How dishonest were you lieing

next to me? I should have known

that you were never coming home

and these tears are all I have left

of you and me.

And when my friends said to end

the relationship I never did I just

layed there next to you feeding

into your lies that filled with I

love yous and ended in nothing

but goodbyes.

And I remember now at the top

of everything holding you on

the couch and feeling you dieing

and I should have known right

then when the first tear drop

fell that you were never coming home.

I stand on a bridge now reflecting

on these tears that fall so rapidly

my only thoughts are suicide

to make this shattered heart and

soul just fade and go away and

you just dont know how much this

fucking hurts and how much these

wounds bleed.

And I let go so fast and I can feel

death coming so fast and I remember

I thought we would be together and I

didnt know I was such a bad lover

and right before my end I fall thinking

of the ghost of you and me