your actions speak to my unconscious mind.

you speak of your love for me, but your unrequitted love is shown to someone elese.

i'm drowning in your sea of lies you constantly tell me.

i try to believe your false words, but i know they're not true.

my heart stopped working long ago, the first time.

i've tried to revive it, but it gave up a few years ago.

i must give up on this false hope between us, but i just can't let go.

3/7/05