Author: thedarkthatiwas PM
Being, uh, controlled... Title says all. Just read!Rated: Fiction K - English - Words: 360 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 03-10-05 - id: 1856063
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Smug smile on your face
Bright eyes staring into my own
And I am helpless, my mind is open
To you and your mind games
Your mind tricks and twists
Or so you would like to believe.
What would you do
Should I resist, with all my power
Fight back, break free
Do my own thing, live my own life…
You smile, mentally replacing
The iron shackles around my mind,
Ensnaring my soul, my identity
And as my head drops and I give in,
I watch through tortured eyes
The torment others receive
A kind gift from you, you say
We have to put them in their place.
You will help me, will you not?
Be my ally, my friend. We can have fun
Together, as we already are.
Don't you see? Come
And we can be one…
But through my captured mind, I can see
The hidden messages behind your kind-hearted words.
What you really mean:
We can be good friends,
Until I get bored of you,
You dull creature. You despicable
Unable to think for yourself
But do I care? No, all the better
For me, I can use you, I can exploit you
And when I am done with you,
I shall cast you away
You will be hated
You will be an outcast
And I will laugh loudly in my glee…
I know all this, but yet
I cannot resist. I am helpless
And I nod my head in shame
As your eyes light up, your brows
Slanted down, your mouth stretched
In a wide crocodile grin.
We are not your friends anymore…
I know all this
Why can I not resist?
I am helpless
I am hopeless
I am disloyal
They will not forgive and forget
I know all this…
Control is a terrible thing
Nightmares plague me
Which will come to pass
Should I continue to give in,
I am weak
I am a puppy-dog
Led around blindly.
I am trying, can't you see?
Fighting the restraint,
Resisting the control,
And you snap your fingers…
And I bow my head in shame.