Stupid lies, fake people.

Stupid mistakes, forgotten past.

Time has stopped, I keep moving forward.

I don't care anymore.

I'm stuck in this pointless beyond, repeating my past.

Destroying my future.

I'm lost, not going where I want.

Backwards, forward, they're all the same to me.

I blame this world for my misfortune.

I blame false love for my pain.

Ultimately,I blame myself for waking up in this world of hatred and deciet

That I am destined to sleep foreternity over.

This is truly my happy birthday.

3/11/05