Sharp pain gasping for air,
Needing release needing to share,
Share my pain as I shake with fear.
Share the pain of my blood and tears,
Feel my blade against my wrist,
One quick thrust one quick twist,

Give me guidance give me rules,
Give me love and give me fools,
I need to feel the joys of life,
I need to feel the love of all things bright,

Dark clouds gather who's the master,
Who controls my fate,
Who brings disaster,
Who lives for the thrill of my dying laughter.
What is the thing that I am after

I need my release to satisfy
I need to feel the pain inside
I need to feel your touch on me
I need to come out of the dark to see

Bring it closer and closer still
Drag it across feel the chill
Drape your touch across my arm
Fill my breath painless harm

My feelings over whelming its nothing new
Bringing me closer, closer to you
Don't lead me astray let me follow my own
Direct my path that’s written in stone

Don't forsake me don't turn away
I need to you to help me I need you to stay

I grab it, clutch it tight
One quick slice and I end it tonight

I need my release to satisfy
I need to feel the pain inside.

I need to know the truth I seek
That I'm not alone that you can speak

Cutting my self to end my pain
Dripping my blood it keeps me sane
Painting my walls I fall deeper and deeper
Into the madness your my new keeper.

Icy cold it brings in emotion
Burning flame is blocks out the pain
Deadly eyes that see through my soul
Floating spirit that brings me home