What Tha Fuck?

Confusion fusing my mind and heart

Ripped, in pieces, torn apart

Physically my soul is scattered

Not that my feelings ever mattered

To ne fuckin’ body ne way

Faceless friends wait with knives

Behind their backs, with cold dark eyes

Stab me once, they stab me twice

But for some fuckin reason they’re still in my life

For 21 years I’ve lived this way

My mind is slowly decaying away

My heart is raped and dying more each day

Just because you made it this way

But it’s my fault I let it happen

I should’ve wiped you off my map

But I let you stay looking back I say

What tha fuck?