There's nothing left of me

Over the years

The happiness that once flowed through me

Has disappeared

The beauty that was me

Has faded away

The love that made my heart beat in my chest

Has been destroyed

The trust I felt towards others

Is no longer found

The faith I held in my hands

Has changed to fear

The self-control I had is gone

Replaced with self-pity

If my heart could beat

It would beat a deadly tune

If my eyes could be filled with happiness

It would be faked happiness

I am lost in my own fear

My own guilt

My own pity

I have nothing left to live for

Nothing left to cherish

Everything I was

Everything I am is dead

Gone

Buried

Six feet under