-Trapped in a tomb-

Trapped in a tomb
of tragedy and grace.
Why did I leave the womb?
To disappear without a trace.
I open my eyes
but there’s nothing to see.
Only the lies
that come into me.
Heart beats under the earth
but no one hears I am alone.
At least it doesn’t really hurt
to be alone, to be on my own.
Trapped in here
but I have the key
and I feel no fear
can’t you see?
I trap myself from the world
protected and alone as I grow old.
Away from you, away from it all.
And around my tomb, I’ve built a wall.

By, Ana F.
Date: 8/Feb/05
Time: 9:31am

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Well, this poem again reflects my feelings of not just love, but everything. I know living life hidden just to not get hurt is pointless, pain is part of life, but I have felt so much pain I need a break. I’ve been getting better at least, slowly, but at least better.