Fateless

I wished for a better world,

Ive not found the signs.

I sit in a corner curld,

Ive dreamed of better times.

I sit and lie awake,

Cant seem to sleep at all.

How much more can I take,

I think im gunna fall.

Seems all ive ever done,

Nothing seems to be right.

Im always in the wrong,

I wont be alright.

I cry a single tear,

Im feeling really scared.

I look into a mirror,

I see a face that never cared.

I see myself dying,

But I cant see whats next.

Theres no point in trying,

I will find no rest.

Just wait it wont be long,

I kno I will not find.

A place where I belong,

I am eternal blind.

I know theres no heaven,

Nothing is all well.

Theres not a reveren,

That can save me from hell.

I know im gunna die,

Im feeling weightless.

I think im gunna cry,

I know im fateless.