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A/N: I just put those bars in to show where different stanzas are -- otherwise the spaces don't show up.
I wonder,
if I molded and shaped myself,
so that I no longer fit in my skin,
would you accept me?
If I made myself more like you,
would you consider me another human being?
to live in a world like yours,
where all you do is
wear popular clothes
do popular things
think popular thoughts,
just like everyone else.
Would I change my appearance,
my opinions,
myself,
to be accepted
and talked to
and loved?
if I changed,
I wonder if you would realize
that someone like me could not really
switch skins so easily.
that no matter what I wear
and say
and do,
I would not be like you at heart.
That I would remain, silently, my own person.
to be different.
Why would I cast off my own skin?
Why would I become you, if I was really still me?
What is the point of being different, when no one knows it?
My independence, my pride,
everything about me that is me,
would be hidden from the outside world.
but my life would have no meaning.
I won’t care that I am laying down the bricks of my very own sidewalk,
while the rest of the world follows the same dusty path.
I will stand above the crowd,
and they will be forced to see me,
and walk around me if they dare.