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When I smile you see what you want to see, you’ll never see the real me
Lost in the bitterness afraid of my soul
Lost in this world wanting a meaning
Lost in my thoughts where am I?
Childhood memories locked away held down by fear
Why can’t I get out?
Why am I here?
Why do I see this?
Lost in Fear
Life is a Dream and endless nightmare or paradise
Life is a dream
Live is a paradise
Life is a nightmare
Never hold the meaning of understanding
My heart to love
And only love alone
From the shadow deep in my soul
Never awaken
Never to be told
Lost in a memory of hate
Lost in a pit of snakes
Filled with poison
Icy and cold
Never will I know what the future upholds
Never will be seen always and forever an endless dream
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