Sorry is such a meaningless word

I regret

I regret nothing

You are tortured I am insane

This blood

This blood flows so freely

What have I done

I stare down at you

You’re pretty when you bleed

I need this

I know this

I cannot control this

I am without

Without a soul

Without a conscious

Without you

Sorry is such a fucked up thought

I miss you

I want you

I need you

To hurt you

To taunt you

To touch you

To hit you

To love you

In the middle of this paradox

I am one sided

But there is so much of me you haven’t seen

Without a soul

Without you here

I love you

I love to hurt you

If you saw through my eyes

and through these shadows where I hide

you would know, my love

My existence is a lie

I need you

You need me

You bleed for me

I hurt for you

And all I can say to win you back is sorry

That pitiful word

Its pitiful meaning

Sorry never meant a thing when you were bleeding

I miss you

I want you

I need you

To hurt you

To beat you

To rape you

To bleed you

I love you

I touch you

You free me

And all I can say is

sorry