I Haven't Slept

Perhaps I haven't slept

I'm sorry

I haven't been good

I know too well

That you wait for me

To close my eyes

.....Dream

.....But don't sleep

..........Falling asleep

Never scared me

.....But I don't sleep

.....Or dream

..........I awaken

In nightmarish sequence

I'm lonely

I always trust you

There's nothing else

Whispers pull me down

I close my eyes

.....Trust

.....Agony

..........Can be ignored

Where will I go

.....Away from you?

.....Nowhere

..........There is no one

If I tried, I could fight

Surrender

To beautiful lies

There's nothing else

And you'll never leave

Force my eyes shut

.....Screams

.....Ecstasy

..........Remains ignored

False ecstasy

.....I own your lies

.....Nothing

..........Is more real

A/N: Sorry for the dots. QuickEdit takes out my indents.