I love you

And I fucking hate it

I never stopped

I don’t know when it started

But I’m fucked without you

My hearts dilapidated

My soul is chopped

My being is thwarted

It just generally sucks

It hurts and always will

We’ve stayed on this roller coaster

‘Cause I’m antagonistic and you’re volatile

You basically have me fucked

Sitting in a corner, crying for years and still

Feeling like my whole worlds been boiled

By that dark flame that’s anything but realistic

I always pretended that you’d love me

One day you’d realize what I’d do for you

I thought yesterday was that day

But of course you fooled me again

I know you’re the only one who could set me free

And that every time we’d make it through

But now I don’t want to end that way

I want you to be the one in pain