You always were just one more face in the crowd, striving to be that which was impossible. You always tried your best, even thought everyone said you’d never make it. You were friendless, hopeless, helpless, and you still pressed on to find a lost dream.

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I'm so tired of being here

Suppressed by all my childish fears

And if you have to leave

I wish that you would just leave

Cause your presence still lingers here

And it won't leave me alone

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You and I were one of a kind. We both were chasing after something we never could have. And then you just vanished. It was like my heart was ripped out at your suffering. I had no form to you. I was just a spectator and I was forced to watch as you were shoved right into the claws of lost innocence.

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These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time can not erase

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I watched you. Every night, I was there beside you. If you cried out, I was there to bring you into my arms. If you screamed, I was there to fight away anything that could scare you. If you shed even one tear I was there to wipe it away. But I was only a shadow in your eyes. Just another face in the crowd.

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When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

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I’m back with you again. Now I’m something more than a shadow. I’m actually there. No longer some creepy stalker in the night, but a real person. But the closer I am, the more pained you seem. Am I causing this? Is my broken-winged angel hurting because of me? I don’t wish to upset you. I wish to heal; to ease the pain.

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You used to captivate me by your resonating light

Now I'm bound by the life you left behind

Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams

Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

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You seem more open. You share things with us now, except for the secrets that even you shouldn’t know. You know you can trust me. Then why do you still keep one big secret from me? Something had happened. You have come to a conclusion. Will we be happy to hear it?

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These wounds won't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

There's just too much that time can not erase

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The journey draws to an end. Battles increase. Wounds reopen. Scars redrawn. We stop more frequently. Was this your plan? No. You are not mad. You wouldn’t do this to us without a good reason. Something you want to hide. You want us to leave so we won’t have to see. I won’t leave.

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When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

And I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

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I won’t leave. The others can go. They must go. But I’ll never leave. I’ve promised myself and will give you that much. You keep telling me to leave. You’re almost begging. I won’t go. You can’t make me. I’ll stay. I can feel that something is wrong.

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I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone

But though you're still with me

I've been alone all along

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So this was your plan. Blood is everywhere. I could care less about him. He’s dead. He’s rotting in blood. His blood. Your blood. Don’t leave me. I must, you say. You must nothing! Stay. We need you. I need you. Don’t leave us now. This isn’t the way. You’re supposed to be immortal. My immortal fallen angel whose wings I was going to heal.

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When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears

When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears

I held your hand through all of these years

But you still have all of me

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I clutch your lifeless body as the others come back. Blurry faces mean nothing. Consoling words and sobs echoing my own mean nothing. You’re not dead. You can’t be. You can’t leave me alone in the world again. My Gemini can’t help. No one can help. I’m lost. I’m loosing myself. Why did you go? I need you. But what do they care? My voice is just one more mournful howl among the wolves. Lost. My broken angel. Lost, my lonely little angel.