Ending

Those words, full of hate,

While mine, full of care.

Those harsh words sank into my heart,

While my passionate words lay rotting.

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You never said a word,

Like a mute.

I spoke no matter what,

Like a non-stop prayer.

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You crushed my heart,

And I tried to fix yours.

You didn't want to listen,

Yet I memorized every word you said.

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I let you scream at me,

While I keep calm.

But when I raise my voice,

You turn away.

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When you left me with firing hatred,

I left with tears, tears that showed I still cared.

With raging fire, you destroyed my soul,

Like a black hole sucking in the stars.

And yet, I picked up your soul,

And nursed it back to health,

Putting it back in you,

And make you happier.

You suck mine up and throw it on the ground,

Killing it with shameful blows.

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When you're depressed,

I try to help and understand.

When I was depressed,

You said everything would be okay,

You'd be there for me,

But those final days...you weren't.

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Now, it's all ending.

You shove me away for good.

Tearing the last bit of hope I had.

Diminishing my soul,

Like fire destroys the land.

You laugh at my tears,

Like a storm laughs at the sea.

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Final days are gone.

The ending now arises.

All hope for me is gone,

While you still linger with so much of it.

You're filled with love and happiness,

From friends who believe you more than me.

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Final days are gone.

The ending now risen.

I'm empty and dead,

While you launch crusades upon people,

To brainwash them and have them destroy me more.

I'm now filled with blackness, filled with loss,

From the pain you have given me.