hypnotism so deep
tears so sweet
the room is heavy heat
the music crashes loudly
frustration is screaming
my boyfriend, i'm leaving
problems, i try fleeing
but it's myself i'm deceiving
life flys by
you don't bother to say hi
you're just another guy
but you're everything to me
scrawled letters across my arm
cuts that do me harm
no one is here to keep me warm
as it rains, another storm
frightning eyes dart about
another worry, another doubt
the new boy is quiet stout
but he's nothing compared to you...
fake laughter resounds in my head
it's time i went to bed...
sleep forever, then i'm dead
as i stare at the bullets made of lead
tears betray my stone hard smile
and i sit here and cry for awhile
i don't wish to make a rile
i'll always hold you in my heart.