I watch them walk past me

Holding hands

I want to throw up

My stomach feels twisted

And my mouth tastes like sand

What is there left

In this second rate life

There is nothing left

That is only half right

There is you

But what can I do

You don't want me

So should I load the gun

And fill the glass with cyanide

And hope for a better life

And hope that you'll miss me

When I die

Because I'm proving to you

Just what you do

To me

And I die

I watch people die inside

And I know exactly how they feel

I feel like retching out my heart

My sense of reality is warped

Is anything I know real?

What is there left

In this second rate life

There is nothing left

That is only half right

There is you

But what can I do

You don't want me

So should I load the gun

And fill the glass with cyanide

And hope for a better life

And hope that you'll miss me

When I die

Because I'm proving to you

Just what you do

To me

And I die

If I were gone would you care at all

I don't think you'd care at all

I should drown my heart

I should numb the pain

I should drown my heart

In hate and acid rain

I bet you wouldn't care at all

you wouldn't fucking care at all if i died

and there is nothing to prove if you don't care

YOU WOULDN'T FUCKING CARE AT ALL IF IDIED

AND THERE IS NOTHING TO PROVE IF YOU DON'T CARE

you wouldn't fucking care at all if i died

and there is nothing to prove if you don't care

YOU WOULDN'T FUCKING CARE AT ALL IF I DIED

AND THERE IS NOTHING TO PROVE IF YOU DON'T CARE

Nothing to prove

But I'm going to prove

Because there is still you

And I die

And I die

And I die

And I die

Even though you don't fucking care I'll prove to you

AND YOU'LL BE FUCKING SORRY YOU FUCKING WHORE