I wake myself up and slowly close the door
My body shivers and my blood starts to boil
I crawl to the corner of this room and hide in the darkness among the shadows of my life

I linger in the sorrow in my heart
I can't forget the things you've done
You broke my heart
You've torn it apart
But why is it so hard to hate you?
I can't bring myself to

I have to let this go and slowly close the door
My soul withers and my tears start to fall
I crawl on my knees crying and I crawl further to wall and cry myself to sleep with this fucking lullaby

I wander in the doorway of my mind
I can't forget the painful memories you've left
You crushed my hope
You scattered it around
But why can't I hate you?
I can't bring myself to

Sleep now, my beauty
Close your eyes and rest
Maybe tomorrow would be better
You might smile again

Come to me now, my darling
Sink into my arms
I'll hold you close forever
You might just wake again

I will hold you and the pain would go away
I will love you and the sorrow would fade away
I will kiss you now and forever and your life will drain away

Goodbye, my love
I won't forget you
You broke my heart
You've torn it apart
But I can't hate you
I don't want to
I can't bring myself to