Mistakes. Everyone makes mistakes. Even ones that result in lost friendships. But this friendship I would do anything to restore. And a mistake I made that betrayed what little trust you had of me. A mistake that very well may have ended the friendship I treasured; a treasure of honesty and innocence. Late at night I lay in the dark, contemplating my day and everything comes to a wish…

I wish…there is just so much I wish for right now. But I guess the best place to start would have to be here I wish I could apologize to you. I wish I could have taken to heart your words and your own wishes. I wish I hadn’t spoken against my better judgement. I wish things could go back to normal, to the way they were before. I wish dearly that I could make it up to you. I wish I could stop crying. I wish I had kept my mouth shut; respecting your wishes, thoughts, and dreams. I wish I had thought things through. I wish I wasn’t so sensitive to things like this. I wish I had better control of my words. I wish I could tell you how much I regret my mistakes. I wish I hadn’t made those mistakes. I wish I could take them back.

But more than anything I wish to see you smile, to see you happy again and laughing. I care not if you speak to me again (though that is not what I wish) or even the chance of renewing our floundering friendship. But my one true wish is to see you happy once more.

You know who you are, I will not name names and you know what this refers to. I’ve made so many mistakes and I know not how to correct them. But I hope and pray to the various gods and goddesses that I look to that you will take this to heart and are happy again; and maybe…just maybe you’ll forgive me.

If you read this, then at least let me know that you did. Drop me a note, leave me a review, but at least tell me so that I can have the knowledge that your eyes saw this.