As I wonder about how it could have been,

Had I stayed with you.

Tears come to my eyes,

As I wonder how I would have turned out had you always been there.

Would life be worth as much to me if you had always been there?

Would I adore you as much as I do now?

You have no idea,

How much your absence has been noticed,

For years I woke with tears in my pillow,

On my cheeks,

Rolling down in rivers.

Then they stopped,

I had cried all my tears for you,

And you alone.

I had no reason left to cry,

No reason for sorrow,

If you had been there would I be as strong now?

Could I possibly stand it had you disappeared altogether?

Complete and absolute.

Though now I could never lose you again,

You, as the prophecy says are my queen.

Never leave again.

Please,

I beg you stay here in my sight forever.