Have I become what I dispise?
a bottle of pills, a bottle of lies
I hear of you from everything he says
and I know he thinks your the best
So I lead you on
I take you down
And then you're gone
I pushed you to the ground
How could I be so cruel?
how could I make you look like a fool?
How could I lead you on?
why did I make you gone?
And all over just one guy.
So I lead you on
I take you down
And then your gone
I pushed you to the ground
I cut open my fresh skin
cut down, deeper in
All this self-pity pains me
as I cut harder, but softly
Crimson blood seeps from the cut
and I curse myself a slut
So I lead you on
I take you down
And then you're gone
I pushed you to the ground
All of this just betraying my soul
and now I pay the toll
As I stab the knife in to my arm
and you know, you know I like harm
I led you on
I took you down
and now i'm bleeding on the ground.