Endless morbid journal

Nameless herbal tea

Dream catcher sways left and right

Trying to repress

What comes

When I close my eyes

Sadistic smile

"I missed you."

Clinging to my pillow

I beg my dazing eyes

Not to let you have me

Fighting a motionless fight

"I won't hurt you…"

Hiding behind a closet door

Three breaths per minute

"Did you miss me too?"

Endless screaming

Eyes forced shut

Silver steak knife

Carving sadistic calligraphy

Retracing open wounds

Carved by your memory

"It's not like I meant to."

Lulling me through dementia

Push the limits

Of forced immunity

Laughing through every price

I pay for being attractive in your eyes

Sleeping or waking

Never escaping

If I should die before I wake

Someone will inform you

And you'll sigh angrily

Laugh, as you always do

Find a new experiment

And you'll never remember me

A dispensable toy

Dreams don't kill

But watching you, wide awake

Recalling what I saw

In surreal dimensions

Unknown to you

Just might